If you didn’t catch my pervious post about 5 things that mental illness has made me do that make no sense, please check that out here. I decided that ultimately, 5 was just not enough. My list of things that mental illness has made me do that make no sense could go on for days, so here are 5 more:
Take Up Random Hobbies for 2 Days
I cannot even begin to tell you how many “hobbies” I have gone through in the past year. For some reason, in my brain it makes sense to try out EVERYTHING in hopes that I will discover something I love for 2 days then move on to the next thing. I’ve had consistent interests and hobbies over the years but mostly I will just randomly take up short lived hobbies like art or video games and let them become my entire life until I quickly drop them and never pick them back up.
Not Take My Meds
What? So, I take medication so that I don’t feel like crap, but when I feel like crap I don’t take the medication that helps me not feel like crap. Yep. Makes perfect sense.
Pick a Fight with Anyone, About Anything
I do this ALL THE TIME. I have no idea why. It is always about something stupid that makes no sense, yet it seems like the world is ending in my brain.
Be Conscious of Something “Crazy” I Am Doing, But Still Do It Anyway
Like picking random fights with someone. I know I am being illogical and irrational but for some reason, I still can’t help it. I don’t understand how I can be conscious of being ridiculous yet still let it happen. That is something I will truly never understand. If I knew how to fix it, I would. Trust me.
Despise a Complete Stranger
You know how most people say “I like everyone until they give me a reason not to”? Yeah. I am the complete opposite. Again. Illogical and irrational. No idea why. Can’t help it.
If you can relate to any of these 5 or the previous 5, please let me know. I am sure I will be able to make a part 3 to this soon enough because like I said, I could go on for days about the things mental illness makes me do that are completely illogical.